A New Day, A New Life For Me

So much is going on all at once. I can't keep my head on straight. I finally stop tussling and let God take the drivers seat. I am humbled by all that he's done for me. Humbled so much that I had to write about it. I asked him to reveal my enemies and increase my circle with quality people. Sure enough, snakes are in my yard, chillin on my front porch, and in the cupboard.


I relinquished my need to be in control of my life to Him and I'm just watching people come at me crooked, one by one, yet so boisterous to say "I got love for you" or "you're my sister." Lies of how they are in my corner are so apparent, things my heart simply does not want to see. But like dust, I'm watching them blow away, some slowly, some expediently. And the funny thing about it is, I've never been more grateful in my life.


 I am on a positive path and I refuse to let anyone's nonsense or insecurity throw me off track. I am not in a race with anyone, as I am my own competition. Actually, it's annoying to me when people try to compete against me, solely because I'm just trying to do me when it comes to people of that caliber, lacking substance; bottom dwellers waiting for me to fall again just to feed on my failure. Sorry to inform you, this time is different. I'm not thinking about anything but the betterment of myself and my soul. For I've realized I cannot save the world or want more for people than they want for themselves.


With so many great days ahead, I want only those that are befitting to come along for the ride. I've come to the realization that people are just who they are and all people don't want the best for themselves so how could they possibly want the best for me? God is so good to me, healing all life's battle scars and consoling every tear. And He's waiting to show you how much he loves you too. Progress is a brutal process. But I am built to endure. That's all. Ya Dig?!?!

Insomnia....Great

Really not much on my mind except SLEEPING!!!!! Ahhhh...the things people take for granted, like being able to close your eyes at a decent hour and give your brains rest every night. Too much thinking about nothing. Oh well I guess I'll go count...no sheep...just count till I pass out. Hopefully I'll fall asleep before its time to wake up.


Beddy Bye!


La

OH Yeah, By The Way

I took the N word out of my vocabulary. It just sounds so ignorant to me now. No pun intended...Proceed :)
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